Karen O.
I want food ... PERIOD.
Feb 02, 2009
I am sick of liquids .... sick of jello blahhh. I want food, I don't care if I have to puree it. This is so hard. I am a week out and I have done great thus far. I even cooked a feast for my family for super bowl yesterday (homemade chili, subs, taco dip, buffalo chicken wing dip, cupcakes, cookies) and I did great ... just craved the subs for a few minutes, but was okay with it. Today I have ZERO energy, I am so weak and tired ... I don't want to drink, I dont want to drink my soup, I don't want to do anything but lay around. My mouth tastes like I have been chewing on cotton balls for the last 3 days, I can't get that full feeling anymore. Can a chick just get some refried beans man!
I am surprised I have done so well until now, I thought this feeling would come a lot sooner. I thought I was over the "hell week" ... but I guess I got it later than most. I even find myself questioning why I have done this to myself 
.... even as the scale moves down down down, I want to eat eat eat. I can't do anything to take my mind off of it because I am so tired. I take all my vitamins, get all my protein in and still feel worse than I did LAST week. Very little pain is left ... even last week I had little pain ... I long to feel full again, I thought this hunger pain comes months and months out, but I guess not. This sucks ... I still have 1 more week of liquids left!!! 
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About Me
Erie, PA
Location
24.6
BMI
Surgery
01/26/2009
Surgery Date
Jul 09, 2008
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