Destined to be fat ... PERIOD :(

Feb 09, 2009

I know I have lost at least a little weight since surgery on the 26th, so I should be so thrilled about that.  And I am ... I am glad I have lost some weight!  But, I was stalled for 3 days last week and now am stalled again.  What gives?!?!?  I am only 15 days out, so no strenuous workouts yet.  I walk all the time, I am never sitting because I have 3 kids that have to be occupied at all times.  I started out at 287 on January 1st ... started liquid diet at 280 lbs ..... surgery day Jan. 26th at 271.4 lbs .... came home from the hospital on the 28th at 281 lbs ... now today I am 262.2 ... YESTERDAY I was 261. 4 ( I know, not even a whole pound difference).  I am so discouraged .... I know people lose at different rates, but I can't seem to think I am doing something wrong!  I get in 350 to 500 calories a day, and every day I get in a minimum of 40g of protein.  I just don't know what I am doing wrong.  I guess I am destined to be fat  .... I am so discouraged and questioning why I can lose more on Weight Watchers in a week than I can with the WLS and I was eating 4x's the amount on WW.  I am following my surgeons diet very strictly and don't have anything I am not suppose to.  I am just so bummed that since surgery day I have only lost 9 lbs.  I wish sometimes I never went through with this ... I failed at every other diet attempt, I don't know why I thought this would be any different.   I just want to quit. 

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