If stress burnt calories I would be a size zero!

Jun 02, 2010

So many amazing things happening in my life right now but definitely seasoned with the bitterness of stress and issues. 
153 lbs gone forever!! Size 6 and feeling very healthy..
my 2nd daughter is graduating on the 13th and I couldn't be more proud.  My oldest daughter is getting married next June.

     Although, I am fighting the lack of employment and the financial distress that goes with that.  The empty space where my mom use to fill in my life causes me sadness and the constant arguing and fighting with my husband brings me added frustration and stress.  I feel the need to claim my space, my identity and for some crazy reason everyone in my family, husband included, is fighting me on this claim.  I suppose I have put myself on the back burner so long now none wants me to dust it off and claim it.   I am feeling ignorant as I struggle through school and my dealings with those mentally disturbed people in my life (my teenage kids)!!! 
 
     My body is in a metamorphosis and I'm not sure I like the remains of the old me left behind.  The loose skin, the hollow boobs, wrinkled areas all make it very hard to enjoy the lack of love handles and 6 chins.  The struggles with the brain are endless and I fight the good fight every day..  I just hope sometime in the future I will win this race that seems to have no finish line...

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