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My Postive Growth in My Shrinking World of Me!
Dec 16, 2011
I so want to rid myself from the power chair completly and then from the walker and cane so badly!! NOw!!!!
Until I have the knee surgery and the surgery to take away my belly apron, I am not sure that I will be able to rid the cane and the walker.
Note to myself: Sherrie: Patience and in time these things will happen! You are a work in progress, so hold your head up high!
I think my new favorite food is garlic. Weird I know. My protein intake is great and my vitamins are never a problem for me, so thankful that I do not get sick taking them. Some of the people that I know who have had weight loss surgery report having issues with them, so again I am thankful.
So if anyone is reading this and has any questions, feel free to ask or post. Maybe nobody is reading this? But it is ok, one day I will re-read this and I may have a comment, or may need to spend time reflecting and I decided what better way to see my growth.
Yes, this is my positive growth in my shrinking world of me!
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Until I have the knee surgery and the surgery to take away my belly apron, I am not sure that I will be able to rid the cane and the walker.
Note to myself: Sherrie: Patience and in time these things will happen! You are a work in progress, so hold your head up high!
I think my new favorite food is garlic. Weird I know. My protein intake is great and my vitamins are never a problem for me, so thankful that I do not get sick taking them. Some of the people that I know who have had weight loss surgery report having issues with them, so again I am thankful.
So if anyone is reading this and has any questions, feel free to ask or post. Maybe nobody is reading this? But it is ok, one day I will re-read this and I may have a comment, or may need to spend time reflecting and I decided what better way to see my growth.
Yes, this is my positive growth in my shrinking world of me!
Freedoms with Less Worries
Dec 16, 2011
I was thinking about my freedom of not as many worries when I decide to go somewhere. The number of things that I would have to think about before attempting to go anywhere. Things like, will I fit into the car I am getting a ride from, will I be able to sit on the furniture that will be at the place I am going to (not only the width of the furniture, but also will it hold my weight and not break or buckle with the huge weight on it), will my power chair be able to get through the door, will my powerchair fit into the isles or places with things around, will there be big enough bathrooms for me to use (and will the toilets be strong enough) (I beleive I shared my story of the broken toilet that humiliated me, even though no one else was around and I never told), things like these.... the other things are more of the how do I get the help from Bernard when we are in public bathrooms if there is not a "family bathroom" to use. If someone invited us to go somewhere it just was not a simple matter.
Even before I depended on my power chair at my heaviest weight, I was limited with going places. I can remember getting my power chair and the first time that I went to the SouthCenter mall. I do not quite know for sure how many years it had been since I had went to a big mall, simply because I could not walk that far and still be able to stand and shop too. I used to go to the Wallmarts, Targets, and stores that had the electric carts. That ended when the electric carts got to be to small for me to use. yes, I had outgrown them with my SuperSized body. I would literally have bruises on my belly from the steering wheels bars on the electric carts pushing into my belly, I WAS JUST TO BIG FOR THE DARN CARTS. I always tried to adapt, and by this I would sit sideways and drive them sitting side ways. I finally just gave up on them when they started to just not work when my fat butt would sit to try to use them.
Now, I will tell you this. I am not sure of the exact date, but I was with my mom over in Eastern WA. Visiting my brother. At the time I was still dependant on having my power chair to go into the stores. It was after having Gastric Bypass and having lost quite abit of weight (do remember how much right at this moment). Anyhow, my mom and I were going to Wallmart over there to get my neice a birthday present (I should remember the month/date, but I cannot remember at this moment). I had decided that mom could just run in since I was able to walk little bits, but not enough for a big store. Mom said, I will go in and get an electric cart and then you can go in to. I paniced a bit and told mom, I do not fit in the carts and I did not want to try... (I did not want to be embarrassed). I did not want to be a bother. Well, mom went in and here she came back out with one of those "electric carts" and YIKES was I scared. She pulled it up, and I got out of the vehicle. (oh yeah, and I got out of mom's front seat, as I could indeed finally fit into the front seat of her vehicle, finally or again). So I edged myself on to the cart and...... to my AMAZEMENT I did indeed fit back into the electric cart. I WAS SO SHOCKED!! Not only did I fit, but I felt like another person could sit in there with me. (ok, so maybe not another person, but it was the odest feeling, just being on that cart and not having my belly rubbing or touching any part of the handles). I am still in AWWE when I get on one and it so freely moves about the store with me sitting on it.
I am using the electric carts less than 15% of the time that I drive to the stores. It depends on how much I have pushed through out the day and time of the day. I still face my knee issues that require surgery. I have gained more strength and every day I continue to work on me and my mobility. Excersizing almost daily (average of 5-6 times per week).
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Even before I depended on my power chair at my heaviest weight, I was limited with going places. I can remember getting my power chair and the first time that I went to the SouthCenter mall. I do not quite know for sure how many years it had been since I had went to a big mall, simply because I could not walk that far and still be able to stand and shop too. I used to go to the Wallmarts, Targets, and stores that had the electric carts. That ended when the electric carts got to be to small for me to use. yes, I had outgrown them with my SuperSized body. I would literally have bruises on my belly from the steering wheels bars on the electric carts pushing into my belly, I WAS JUST TO BIG FOR THE DARN CARTS. I always tried to adapt, and by this I would sit sideways and drive them sitting side ways. I finally just gave up on them when they started to just not work when my fat butt would sit to try to use them.
Now, I will tell you this. I am not sure of the exact date, but I was with my mom over in Eastern WA. Visiting my brother. At the time I was still dependant on having my power chair to go into the stores. It was after having Gastric Bypass and having lost quite abit of weight (do remember how much right at this moment). Anyhow, my mom and I were going to Wallmart over there to get my neice a birthday present (I should remember the month/date, but I cannot remember at this moment). I had decided that mom could just run in since I was able to walk little bits, but not enough for a big store. Mom said, I will go in and get an electric cart and then you can go in to. I paniced a bit and told mom, I do not fit in the carts and I did not want to try... (I did not want to be embarrassed). I did not want to be a bother. Well, mom went in and here she came back out with one of those "electric carts" and YIKES was I scared. She pulled it up, and I got out of the vehicle. (oh yeah, and I got out of mom's front seat, as I could indeed finally fit into the front seat of her vehicle, finally or again). So I edged myself on to the cart and...... to my AMAZEMENT I did indeed fit back into the electric cart. I WAS SO SHOCKED!! Not only did I fit, but I felt like another person could sit in there with me. (ok, so maybe not another person, but it was the odest feeling, just being on that cart and not having my belly rubbing or touching any part of the handles). I am still in AWWE when I get on one and it so freely moves about the store with me sitting on it.
I am using the electric carts less than 15% of the time that I drive to the stores. It depends on how much I have pushed through out the day and time of the day. I still face my knee issues that require surgery. I have gained more strength and every day I continue to work on me and my mobility. Excersizing almost daily (average of 5-6 times per week).
Yesterday was my 1 year surgiversary.....
Dec 16, 2011
That was yesterday and today is my anniversary of 3 years with Bernard! We are now engaged and will be married on July 4, 2012!! He has been with me through everything. He wants me to not be in pain and to be happy!!
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Underwear worn backwards for a good reason...
Dec 16, 2011
This is my prayer.... well one of my many little prayers:
Dear God,
Please let me see the light to the day as to when I will not have to wear my underwear backwards any longer!!
You see, because my belly apron hangs so far down I need the biggest side of my underwear to be in the front. I look forward to the day I actually have the back of my underwear in the back!!!! Oh when will this day come!
But thank you God for helping me lose this weight to be able to put underwear on again... even it they are on backwards!!!
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Dear God,
Please let me see the light to the day as to when I will not have to wear my underwear backwards any longer!!
You see, because my belly apron hangs so far down I need the biggest side of my underwear to be in the front. I look forward to the day I actually have the back of my underwear in the back!!!! Oh when will this day come!
But thank you God for helping me lose this weight to be able to put underwear on again... even it they are on backwards!!!
About Me
Renton, WA
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32.9
BMI
Surgery
12/15/2010
Surgery Date
Sep 26, 2011
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