anna,
i just wanted you to know that you are one of the most beautiful people i have ever been honored to meet no matter WHAT your weight happens to be. please don't ever be down on yourself. i know it's difficult to stay positive when the weight's dragging you down (BELIEVE ME, I KNOW!!!) but just always know that there are tons of people out here who love you and want only good things for you! and for those of us who are so blessed as to have you as a friend or even an acquaintance, WE DON'T EVEN SEE THE WEIGHT! the only reason i've ever mentioned any type of wls to you (besides needing support for myself) was to hopefully help you to regain your HEALTH which i know has been deteriorating over the years. whatever path you choose and however long it takes you to get there i hope you know that i'm right here for you in whatever capacity you may need me.
love you bunches!!!
~ amanda