WEEK 15 366/351/290/180(250)

Mar 03, 2009

oK SO today is week 15 post op gastric bypass surgery. This morning i am 290lbs, my goal is 180, but i want to be 250 or less by my birthday in JUNE 20, no later than the day I set foot on an airplane to go to Vegas June 25! When i began my journey i was 366 on September 18. the day of surgery 11/19 I was 351. so total loss is 76lbs. I see in one of my pics on 2/23 I was 290. 'well looka here. I didnt eat at all on Sunday b/c I chose to sleep the entire day, then go to the gym where I almost passed out in CVS...So Monday's weight was low. By tuesday of last week, i was back up to 292.6. So i think my weight for last week was that. It was steady at 292.6 until about saturday. So I've lost 2.6 lbs this week. Not bad I guess.

Sometimes i have to write it all out so as to not beat myself up about it. I went to see my therapist the other day and she goes "you say 76lbs like its nothing!" You know how we are....its never enough. but im still trucking along. Trying to eat more, b/c i dont eat enough, i think. And I know im not drinking protein shakes and trying to just get it from food might not be enough either. Recently I've added fbenefiber tablets to my diet.....I need to be more regular, HONESTLY. Other than that, I'm still about a size 22/24 in jeans. 18/20 or XXL in misses, 2x in plus size tops. Eventually I'll take some measurements, but not really sure why. My life is still ran by the scale. I'm trying to get over it but its hard. I have been weighing myself every morning for about 3 or 4 years, so its hard to break a habit. And I really see now how 1lbs can make or dictate my whole day. Its the quirks that make us crazy, but its cool. I'm still skating twice a week. I have my second lesson this saturday. Im about 3% better on skates than when I first started,lol. I'm still working on turning; that whole leg over leg thing....naaaahhhhh....maybe in a few more lbs,lol.

NOthing else going on. If something exciting happens i'll let u know!

HOLLABACK!

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