HELLO, HELLO, HELLO

Apr 10, 2011

It seems like time has flown by so so fast.  So much has happened.  I am now a student at OCC taking classes in photography, my lifelong love.  I'm enjoying it but am too darn busy.  I am the recording secretary for my high school alumni association, among other things...  Each day, I am busy.  My children are now 23, 19 and 17.  And my grandbaby is 14 months old. Time is flying.  I have moved twice, this time im sitting still for at least 2 years...moving is the worst thing a person can do.  I have been through a lot of transitions since my husband passed. I still miss him...he was everything to me...He started my journey with me.  I am currently wearing a size 12 pants. Not bad for a sister whou use to wear a size 32 pants. I have not had a tummy tuck, nor a breast lift. Those things are not so important to me anymore. My only concern in life right now is tokeep the weight off, stay healthy, stay mobile and active. For years, my weight limited activity...not any more. After my husband died, i changed  and i changed in so many ways, alot for my own sanity.  I cut my hair and stopped wearing makeup so much and i am loving every moment. I even started wearing gym shoes something i never cared for.  I weighed myself this morning, y weigh...185...that might be heavy to some, but it's wonderful to me. I don't think my frame or body would look right at 100 - 140 pounds which doctors think my build should be. I dont want to look like im dying. I look healthy and i love the way i look. If i had ot lose any more, i would not go under 170, i have been there and no one liked the look.  I will be having a birthday in a few days and I can't complain about being 46.  Oh yeah, i also have new boyfriend.  Life is ok, could be better but I won't complain cause God has my back.  And I still don't have a job, but God is providing, amen.

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