Today I am HATING my RNY

Mar 09, 2011

Ok so here I am 3 weeks out, damn scale hasn't budged, moved NOTHING. I have been logging EVERY breathe of the day just about, even adding my calories I average anywhere from 7-900 calories a day MOST or at least a third is from the stupid protein drink they are RIDICULOUSLY high in calories and the rest from food I am taking my vitamins religously, I walk everyday with increase amounts I am now at 1.5 miles.

SO WHAT GIVES....am I destined to just REMAIN 233 for freakin LIFE???? This is just ridiculous. Other people loose 20lbs their first month. Well let's see next week is one month and what????I am going to loose 20lbs in ONE week...

I could have lost THIS SLOW with just dieting and exercise. This is amazing to me. What the heck was I all cut up for and rerouted????

This is NOT what I dreamed. I know stahls are normal and yes they can happen but how about at 3 or 4 MONTHS OUT why NOW????

UGH UGH UGH UGH

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