readytobeme2010
Almost A Year..OMG!! Turned 40 with a BANG
Jan 31, 2012
I don't believe in labels. I never give life to the terms "honeymoon stage" or "goal" etc. What I do choose to give life to is the fact that I am an entirely differently person. Personality wise, I am the same. I loved who I was prior to surgery and now having over 100lbs lost, I just feel better in my skin being who I already was.I am in school to become a Clinical Psychologist. However, on top of my normal schooling, I also underwent vigorious training consisting of over 500hrs of learning joined with ongoing clinical hours as a Prof. Hypnotherapist. This has changed my whole world including my way of thinking about the power our mind possesses to heal, give and receive energy and to live life to an even higher state of awareness.
I have opened my own private practice as a Hypnotherapist. I already have clients and it is growing. I know with the understanding and power I have through self awareness, my thoughts creating my reality and how to alter undesired areas of my life into productive positive avenues, my weight will never be regained. I have a different focus, different respect for my physical body than I ever had previously before becoming a Hypnotherapist and now learning Energy Healing. I love my body as it is connected to my soul/spirit and I act and move within that premise.
I plan to author books this year and I am already being scheduled for public speaking events.
I might be strange, I can't say my confidence is "higher" than pre-op because I have always had a high sense of self confidence. That was an area of my life I worked on years ago. WHAT I CAN SAY is I am now "free to move about" as the commercial says. I love doing things I never enjoyed much before without being exhausted. I am no longer pre-diabetic. I now CAN NOT find clothes that fit me because everything just seems to be TOO SMALL. I am now a size 5 or 7 depending on the style or what it is.
I just got engaged this past weekend to the love of my life. We will be married October 13th of this year. I am so excited. I have never been proposed to, engaged or had the fun of planning a wedding. Yes I was married prior for 16 years but that was NOT a shot gun wedding but it was pretty much not far from an elopement (is that a word lol). This is just a beautiful new beginning.
All I can say is I turned 40 this past summer and I plan to live my 40's 50's 60's and beyond with a BANG......
