WHY?!?!?!

Dec 01, 2011

I mentioned at week 6 or so that i wanted to make a list of every reason why i wanted surgery, every reason why i wanted to lose weight and all the reasons why i think my life will be better. I decided to wait until December so in the future i can look back at this blog and easily find this list since i will be having surgery in December

What i am hoping to change:
*Be healthy
*Decrease my worry about Diabetes, High Cholesterol, DVT and other obesity related issue
*Run 1 mile in under 12 minutes
*Wrap a normal size towel all the way around
*Fit in a normal chair without painful awkward positions
*Shop in normal stores
*Stop my feet bones from spreading because of the excess weight they are holding
*Stop using Cpap
*Go Hiking all the time
*Be more socially active
*Buy a winter jacket that will zip up and keep my warm


I want surgery because:
*I am tired of having pain on my upper outer thighs because i dont fit in normal chairs.
*Not have to worry about back boobs or rolling bra straps
*I want my pants to stay up over my belly and butt
*my back hurts
*i cant even do my hair without my shoulders being sore
*i would like to bend over or squat and be able to get up
*i want to be able to ride carnival rides
*fit in an airplane seat
*not have trapped moisture inside my rolls that stink!
*stop stinking because i am so fat!
*I want to live a 'normal' life
*i dont want my son to be ashamed of me
*Decrease the stigma and looks i get when i buy a cookie or bag of chips or sometimes really healthy food
*Exercise outdoors without the insecurities


This is all i can think of because as each minute passes i get more and more sleepy. im surprised i came up with a list like this at all. I will add more as they come up in the comment section :)

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