I AM HOME!!! and very very thankful to god & the good friends here at AMOS, that i have made over the past year. i am so overwhelmed with thankfulness i dont know where to begin. i guess i will start with my 3 angels. yes 3. irene WAS one of my angels but i didnt list her as an official angel because she is a very busy lady who travels alot & i didnt want to burden her with the responsibility of being an angel. my thoughts were, irene will be there for me, far or near. well i was right & irene, now u know, u were one of my angels! i love u girl & hope we can cement our friendship for a long time to come. our visit was short but so sweet & we have spoken by phone a few times now. i hope we will see more of each other. georgia, as an angel, u r an angel! lol. not only did georgia come visit me, but, she has been a tremendous boost to my confidence as a 'loser.' she & irene both answered my questions honestly & directly & were so concerned about my having a 'sick' liver. i look forward to having a valuable friendship with georgia as well. & they both gave me such thoughtful & wonderful gifts! annie, too, visited with me by phone & gave me a great gift too. she advised me to have my honey shave my legs when i got home & into my first at home shower. lolol. well i laffed long & hard (ouch) but, she was sooo right about how good it would feel. god bless these 3 women for they truly r angels & i love them dearly. annie & i already have a phone relationship/friendship because i was her angel & i look forward to meeting her sometime in the future. next i want to thank all my AMOS brothers & sisters for the wonderful posts to my surgery page & emails they sent me. please forgive me for not replying to u all one on one but i had a total of 30 messages when i got home & back on line. u r all so wonderful!!! thank u all so very very much. thanks to eric for starting this wonderful site. there would be many more unhappy, misguided ppl living in the morbid obesity world than there is, because of this site. i came thru the surgery with flying colors, as i knew i would. i never had a doubt that this was the right thing for me to do. i am 5 days post op open rny & feel pretty terrific considering its only been 5 days. my liver biopsy came back & its not as bad as we feared, altho my honey is worried sick. there r 2 diagnosis attached to the biopsy. the first is a very fatty liver (gee...no kidding?) which dr newhoff says will heal & get better & better as i lose weight. the second is chronic hepatitis. now that came as a shock. i have never been diagnosed with any form of hepatitis nor do i remember ever having any symptoms of hepatitis. dr newhoff is having a report sent asap to my pcp with recommendations as to how to diagnose, treat & care for me. honey & i r thinking that maybe of all the meds ive been on these past 6 years, one of them has caused some liver damage. i can name one in particular (but wont...) that i am sure could be the culprit. when i woke up from surgery my first thought was ... omg!! this BETTER be worth it! lol. anyway, i have a new birthday & a new life & am very happy. happier than i have been in many many years. so i have to say it IS worth it. god bless dr newhoff & his 'magic' hands. god bless all of us. good luck to all my AMOS brothers & sisters no matter what step of the journey u r on.