3 Week Update

Dec 01, 2010

Well today i went to weigh in and i was down another 9 pounds. Not bad considering the weather has been shitty around here. But it shouldn't be an excuse, i believe i am joining the gym finally cause i cant take these cold walks too much longer.

Well this was my first week of soft foods and thanksgiving week to boot. I am having a real hard time getting the meals in so i am still doing 1 protein drink a day. I cant stand the taste of food after it has been chewed on for so long. I am going to try and get better at this though.

Sometimes it is hard to be in this position. I know i am losing the weight cause i see it in the numbers and feel it in my activity and how my clothes feel. My shoes feel really lose and every time i walk my socks bunch up, BUT it is hard to hear from everyone that i am losing when i really don't see it myself. I love the compliments and understand that i am losing but not seeing it is killing me. I am not a person who really cared what i looked like but now that i am losing the weight i want to see it. oh well eventually it will come to me.

Well i go see the surgeon on Monday for my 1st post - op visit  and see what she has to say. I am going to work my ass off this week because most of the pain is gone now. I am so ready to resume to be able to do stuff again.

See ya next week!!!! 

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