kikislove2
Not this again!
Mar 29, 2011
Well, since my surgery I have finally made it to 300lbs. OMG the anxiety is unbearable, because I have a very unhealthy experience with the pathway into the 2's. This is usually when the curse conjurs up it's spell and I never make it over the threshold, or I make it to 298 and then it's back up again. I have this horrible fear that when I wake up in the morning, I am still going to be 300lbs, and the next day, 300lbs, and the next and the next. It seem it is not for me to be under that weight. I really didn't know the emotions that came along with this whole thing. But I think overall I'm coming along ok. My arms seem to look a little saggy so I've started using my Shake Weight and dumb-bells. I even walked on the treadmill for 15 minutes. Not bad for only 6 days out, I guess..LOL..Well, I guess I'll see how it goes in the morning. No matter what, I'm about to cross over into a world I've wanted to be a part of for a long time. The world without the 3's. YAY!!
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Surgery
03/23/2011
Surgery Date
Mar 04, 2011
Member Since
Before & After
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324 lbslbs
230 lbslbs
