Revelations through tears....

Apr 21, 2011

I had a good cry last night and took the opportunity to take a good look at myself...physically! Parts of me look like a shapei, but not too bad. Atleast a puppy shapei! lol! Id have to agree with my husband...My body hasn't finished changing and the 1st year is gonna be hard. It's all about adjustments. So don't get me wrong...I still want my inserts, but I need to little by little get back into exercising. Now that I am getting rid of this infection I can start making a plan and get going on my Jillian Michaels' goal. I think I can turn this around...I need to be vigilant and keep focused if I want to reach my goals and make my dreams come true. My goals are within my reach now...I don't have to lose that rediculous 100 lbs again. I have to start moving forward and take everyone's advice and just enjoy life now. I have a diagnosis on the headaches...I seem to have my hypoglycemia under control and I'm starting to feel alot better than before. I need to cast my fears aside and for those who are negative or don't like my weight loss they can 'STUFF IT!'  lol! Today is a new day! I'm gonna embrace it and take time for myself. I think I deserve it!

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