1 month sooobbberrrr

Jun 10, 2009

Soo. I know its not huge, but its huge, I was seriously drinking atleast 3-7 times a week, and I a month SOBER (well and a few days, but whatev)  I am soo happy not hungover, and not missing any of the fun- Im the DD all the time,  and I know im getting home safely and im saving moneeyyy =) getting more rest..  and turning down nights out with karaoke for an extra work out and sleep.

=) thanks for all of the support.  especially my friend Crissy- She saw my troubles coming quickly and did me a favor by telling my doctors, my family and friends.  =)   coulda been a long road of denial and trouble.

Thank God for sobriety! (at the bar i usually drink water with a splash of apple juice) so no one calls me out and tries to pressure me- or i carry a bottle of smart water! =)

I am down only 52 lbs, but hell- its 52 lbs, and I am happy with that so far, I'll work for more obviously- Thyroid is haywire! so hopefully things get a little easier--  I am finally over my ex too! YAY! i dont know what happened after 9 years off and on seeing eachother.. and an almost 10th year it hit me like a box of bricks, I fell out of love, then wondered how I could ever love somene who treated me that way. someone who put me through hell.  Its crazy the way my though process has changed..

I am just so grateful and grateful for all of you on here who have helped me along the way- I dont get a lot of time to browse through other poeples postings except occasionally at work or when i get home (i work a LOT of hours!!) between being a hair stylist at night and weekends, and working 7-4 durring the day...it gets crazy!  I am trying harder to be active in other peoples lives on here and there journey- and stay active in my own life here in this small town where I am the 'talk of the town' go to sleeeep! Saturday i met someone and he said people in the next town over call me 'the legend'  wtf is that! and wont tell me why???  im all whatever.


haha

so the legend is over and out.  gotta file like 1200 pages into diff patient charts then  order some tests and referals--THEN go do hair till about 8- THEN go to the gym- THEN to my friends bday at the bar- THEN home to shower and to bed BEFORE 1AM. soo  Pretty good.

Over and out!
xo Val Pal

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