Frustration

Dec 14, 2009

Is it possible that my band is in the wrong place? I've been contemplating this for a while. I don't think I really ever feel full - I just can eat or not eat. Things either pass quickly or they get stuck at the first bite. I say this after having to reject Healthy Choice minestrone soup and a tuna salad kit. Times like these make me want to rip this stupid band out.

I'm really down right now. I feel good after exercising but that's about it. Otherwise, I'm lazy and bored and sad. Hell, I'd go so far as to say that I'm depressed right now. I stayed home from work on Friday to sleep. (I wasn't feeling well overnight so I thought sleeping would help.) It didn't. And I just wanted to eat. So I had a KFC bowl. I guess that's not the worst thing in the world but it's a crappy choice.

Today, my weight was the same as last week. That includes two days on liquids. And about 2 cups of chocolate chips. It's like I've forgotten that I'm supposed to be on a diet. And I'm spacey. What the hell. I hope it gets better.

On a bright note, I ran 7 miles yesterday...with hills. I feel like crap today.

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