June 2009

May 31, 2009

6/1/09

June already?  Ok...what's going on?  My weight is sticking at 118 ish.  I can handle that.  My husband is supposed to have his hip replaced tomorrow but we'll see.  He has an infection so they may cancel it.  I'm keeping my fingers crossed.  He has been through so much to get here and it would be a shame to cancel it now.  My youngest son turned 6 on May 24th and we had a big birthday bash at Jump Zone yesterday.  20 kids showed up.  I was shocked that just about everyone that we invited came.  It was fun!  My oldest is working at the waterpark again this summer.  He will turn 16 on the 16th of this month.  He is itching to get his driving permit but his grades were not very good.  We'll just have to wait and see about that.  We're looking to take a family vacation this summer.  The last time we went on vacation as a family...I was very uncomfortable being in a bathingsuit.  We went to a waterpark and I got stuck in the the round raft and my son had to help me out.  It was humiliating and I wanted to just disappear.  I tried to act like it was no big deal because I wanted to have fun with my kids...or I should say, I wanted them to have fun with ME.  This time will be completely different.  I can't say that I am comfortable in a bathingsuit but it is far less painful than it used to be.  I'm pretty sure I won't get my fat butt stuck in a round tube this time. 

Next stop...plastics.  I know...I keep saying that.  Its just really scary and really expensive.  To think that I want to put myself through that pain is sort of crazy....but I want it pretty bad.  I've got to get my husband up and running with a new hip first and then I will make the appointment. 

0 Comments