CJ P.

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Ok I gained 2 pounds back...... I don't get this sometimes. I had a visit from aunt flo last week and lost weight, as soon as she left I gain weight!!! Go figure!! I have to be backwards in everything I do in my life. LOL Oh well maybe I should avoid the scale until my 3 month mark in September. I think I will..... time for a soak in the tub what a day!!!

I can feel bones!!!! Yes I said bones!!!! My colar bones! I have some.... I know I sound whacked.... never claimed to be sane..... I have not fealt my colar bones or any in years!!!!! I was so excited, my family looked at me like I was crazy!!!! I have lost 16 pounds in less than 2 weeks!!!!!

I only have 2 more punds to go before I hit a loss of 50 pounds!!!!! That will put me at 282 when that happens!!!! I am so happy!!!! I went so long without losing anything, it was almost 6 weeks without losing a pound and this week they've been falling off!!! I LOVE MY RNY!!!!!!

I finally got sleep last night. The first since Friday. Not sure why I haven't slept but I gave in and took some medicine to get there. I feel alot better today.

I was worried about my carb intake. I thought I was getting too much but after doing some research and reading a few post on OH I may not have enough. I am forgetting alot and since carbs have alot to do with brain function maybe I'm not consuming enough which is bad in my profession. I can't afford to lose my brain functionality. LOL. Is that a word? Anyway must get to work. Today is my friday. I have to work Sunday as Manager on Duty or mother on duty is more like it- so anyway I get tommorrow off.

I am so pissed. This should have affected me long before now. I guess reality has set in finally! I HAVE NO SURGEON, NUTRITIONISTS NO ONE!!!! I can't believe this! I have been throwing up again and can't even call anyone! If I am still sick today I guess its off to the nearest hospital. I feel absolutely alone. Sure I can come on here and rant and rave but they can't tell me if my levels are in check! What am I supposed to do? I need to be honest. I'm more pissed at myself for chosing this clinic and not checking out more options, I'm also pissed at myself for not calling enough other surgeons to see if they'll take me- without a referral! I can't just call any bariatric surgeon it has to be close. I had to drive to far before. I need something closer to Mason and I haven't found many options!!!!

Current medical issues: Ulcer and stricture. Ok apparently the meds didn't work.Of course who knows since I don't have a doctor. The stricture was termed as minor and small but I was told I would need to have it opened a couple more times- this could be why I am now vomiting ot it could still be the ulcer. I need to find out. Its only when I eat meat. I'm fine with soft foods or liquids- well sometimes they hurt but I don't vomit. Meats are difficult lately. They were fine last week!! I have to go to work.

I can't keep down my food. Shakes seem to be the only thing I can handle. I haven't been having these issues lately but today for some reason my pouch did not like anything I tried to eat. Right now I'm tired. I get that way after dumping. Its almost 9 I guess I should go to bed.

Food Item	Servings	Cals	Fat	Cholest	Sodium	Carbs	Sugars	Fiber	Protein
My Protein Coffee breakfast	1	250	4g	3mg	260mg	25g	23g	0g	30g	x
	^ Servings consumed:   Optional: When did you eat this meal? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
whey protein powder breakfast	1.00	100	0g	3mg	160mg	0g	0g	0g	25g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 scoop Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Silk Soymilk Coffee breakfast	1.00	150	4g	0mg	100mg	25g	23g	0g	5g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 cup Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Cooking Light Roasted Corn And Black Bean Salad lunch	1.50	98	1g	0mg	318mg	23g	0g	5g	5g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1/2 cup Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Ritz Baked Toasted Chips lunch	0.25	33	2g	0mg	78mg	5g	1g	0g	1g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 13 chips Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
The Laughing Cow Lite Cheese lunch	1.00	35	2g	0mg	0mg	1g	0g	0g	3g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 wedge Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Adkins Advantage Caramel Bar afternoon snack	1.00	150	7g	5mg	130mg	17g	1g	9g	11g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 bar Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Baked Ricotta dinner	1	284	15g	90mg	560mg	13g	9g	2g	26g	x
	^ Servings consumed:   Optional: When did you eat this meal? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Purdue Ground Turkey dinner	0.50	80	4g	50mg	50mg	0g	0g	0g	12g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 4 oz Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Prego Spaghetti Sauce With Mushrooms dinner	0.50	55	2g	0mg	275mg	9g	6g	2g	0g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1/2 cup Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Mozzarella Cheese dinner	1.00	79	5g	15mg	150mg	1g	0g	0g	8g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 oz. Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Sargento Part Skim Riccota Natural Cheese dinner	1.00	70	5g	25mg	85mg	3g	3g	0g	6g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1/4 cup Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Zone Perfect Chocolate Raspberry	0.30	63	2g	2mg	78mg	6g	4g	0g	5g	x
	^ Servings consumed: Serving size: 1 bar (50g) Optional: When did you eat this? - select mealtime - breakfast morning snack lunch afternoon snack dinner evening snack midnight snack pre-workout post-workout Unclassified
Fitness	Minutes	Calories Burned						Distance	Heart Rate
Add your physical activity/exercise for August 14th, 2008!
Click totals for charts!	Totals:	912	32g	99mg	1,423mg	89g	37g	16g	79g
% of your daily value		35.02%	49.62%	33.1%	59.3%	29.81%	n/a	n/a	157.58%
		Cals	Fat	Cholest	Sodium	Carbs	Sugars	Fiber	Protein

I can eat alot more than 4 ounces. I don't get full on just 4 ounces but when I get close to 8 I am overstuffed. I'm so confused. The last thing I need is to stretch my pouch or halt my loss anymore. I've stalled so much. Oh well... tommorrow is a new day!

Well its 8 am. I didn't get my arse out of bed in time to workout so I'll walk more tonight. I have to get up early while everyone is asleep. I hate an audience when I'm doing a video workout. Oh well off to work....

I am sooo excited. I know everyone on here will understand! I fit in the seats at work!!! I work in Hospitality and we always have meetings and I'm always uncomfortable because my big ars doesn't fit in the seats- todays Sales meeting I was dreading and I fit!!! Nothing rolling over the sides, not looking like I squeezed into a sardine can! I'm so happy. I just sat down,ITS WONDERFUL!!! I posted on the boards too. I can't believe how happy this had made me. I am just so excited. Can't wait to tell DH. I have had an aweful week and this has just made it good!!!