4 Month Update

Jul 17, 2009

Wow!  I can't believe it is 4 months.  I missed my 3 month update, sorry.  Life is great.  I weigh 185 which puts me at 71 pounds lost.  I just had a 3 month check up at the surgeon's office and my CRNP told me my weight loss is off the charts.  I am back to work.  THANK GOD!   I am back working on the cardiovascular floor and I LOVE IT!  Everyone is so supportive and encouraging.  I need to buy new scrubs but I can't seem to break down and do that.  Everytime I buy a new pair of jeans they do not fit a week later.  My scrub pants are draw string so I just look extremely ridiculous for now.  OH WELL!  The wows for me just keep coming everyday like a miracle.  Here are some that just amaze me...

~~My husband told me the other day that I looked hot.  I never thought in my whole life that he would ever tell me that.  I felt like I could die right then because all could ever want just happened.

~~My daughter and I sat together in the chair at the surgeons office very comfortably during my last visit.

~~My mother in law told me I was beautiful

~~When I go out to eat and sit in a booth the table seems so far away.

~~I have curves I thought I lost when I was eighteen

~~I bought a Liz Claiborne suit in a size medium at the consignment shop today. 

~~I love to buy sexy underwear because it is something I can do for myself that doesn't cost alot.

~~My older daughter gave me some of her jeans from American Eagle so I had to buy her new ones!

~~I look in the mirror and I recognize myself

~~Men pay way too much attention to me.  Very creepy.  At first I thought it was great, but now I just want my husband to look at me and everyone else to ignore me like they did when I was 256 pounds.

I could go on and on.  This is the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me.  I am loving my DS!!!

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