1 year Surgiversary

Feb 25, 2009

Happy Surgiversary to Me!  
I look back on this past year and all I have accomplished and I have to say that I've never been more proud of MYSELF. If you really think about it, have you ever really been proud of yourself? I never have and recognizing my own accomplishment is a stepping stone toward my new life mentally and physically.  

It took me 5 years to actually GET my surgery and I have to say that waiting that long was hard but worth it! I received quite an education regarding RNY and I was able to lose 115 lbs on my own before stepping foot into the operating room. Why did I still have WLS after losing 115 lbs. on my own? Because I knew I couldn't go any further on my own and I was aware that if I didn't get some kind of HELP, I'd gain it all back +.   Working the "tool" is not the easiest thing in the world to do. People are under the impression that it's a quick fix. If anything, it's even MORE difficult at times than your average DIET because you have to focus on what you eat and how you treat your body 24/7. It takes effort, understanding, support and commitment. My advice to newbies- Read, learn, prepare. Ask questions. Have a good support system and get ready to MENTALLY change...because you will!  

So, to wrap things up...I've lost 85 lbs. since 2/25/08 and my world has really opened up! I do wish I lost more but I am VERY happy to be where I am right now! I began hiking, biking, ocean kayaking and I LOVE weight training. I still HATE the dreadmill and exercise bike but ya gotta do what ya gotta do! My self-esteem is at an all time high and I actually feel "normal." I can walk into a room with confidence and energy and not feel like everyone is staring at me because I'm the biggest one there. Life is good!  

I would like to thank my surgeon- Dr. Yadager. I'd especially like to thank his Surgery Coordinator/Chief Cook and Bottle Washer LIZ. Without you my friend, I'd still be waiting! You have NO idea how much I appreciate you!   Good luck to all the pre-ops! Trust me my frineds, it's worth it!
                                               

 

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