Letting go of the past

Dec 01, 2012

Overall, today was a good day.  I was out and about all day with my special someone.  I lost another 2 lbs.  I'm now 198lbs.  I've been getting complements that I look good--I guess it's opposed to the old me looking bad.  Though I look good, I still feel a little lightheaded or funny--I can't explain it other than using those words but it's not a good feeling.  Lately, family members have been saying things to scare me about my decision to have WLS--either way it's too late now because the surgery has been done.  I think they are afraid of the complications that can occur and in turn their concerns come off as scare tactics.  They really have me afraid that I will die earlier than normal, or that something bad is going to happen to me so much so that I have had trouble sleeping the last two nights.  They make me regret ever having it done though my reasons seemed very logical and valid at the time.  How do I get past this?  How do I move forward if they won't let me?

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