Will I ever????

Dec 22, 2012

A week later I'm back where I started weighing in at 196.4 this morning.  The last two days seems as though I've been thinking a lot about losses.  Ughhh....I've allowed myself to become frustrated--mad at life because it threw me a curve ball, that included being put on disability for my illness.  I imagine that those who had started out with me years ago are much farther along then me and little ole' me is just putt puttin along, haven't even got her feet wet in a new career while others have probably had several promotions.  Recovery is definitely going slow for me and while my doctors say it will take a few months, seems like I really didn't get rid of any medicines but added a few.  I'm just so ready to go on with my life but it's all happening extremely slow.  Some may say "Hey, at least you have the opportunity to focus on exercising and eating right," but I think at this point I just want to live my life and come off of the medicines.  Starting to ask:  "Will I ever be able to live a normal life?"

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