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Day One All Over Again - I have been attending OA meetings and therapy and I have learned a great deal about why I eat, and what to do instead of eat. I have found someone at my meeting that I like and has...

Abstinence question - If you were being faced with the question What is abstinence for me when it comes to food what would you say??  Is it abstaining from a certain food?  A way of eating? Wh...

Sprinkly Saturday Roll Call - Good Morning PA I got to hang out if only briefly with some people I love last night so that was  good Friday night even though getting up at 430 was killer. I am working this ...

Terrific Tuesday Roll Call - Good morning PA  Today I am working but it should be an ok day at some points and yuck at others but that is part of what I do. My supervisor and I are taking my intern to l...

Tired Tuesday - Long day yesterday at work. I was ok when I got home. Had dinner spent some time with Jason. AT 7pm I was kind of hyper playing with the cats, bugging Jason then at 730 I hit some ...

Cold Wednesday Roll Call - Hi all how ya doing this morning?  I am freezing wish this weather would make up is mind which way it wants to go. I am at work today which is nothing new. I always kind of dre...

Angels Among US - I can already tell it will be a nice mild spring day today. Not sure how sunny it will be but enjoy. Sunday, I experienced something pretty cool. I went to Radiance in Lancaste...

Mild Monday Roll Call - I can already tell it will be a nice mild spring day today. Not sure how sunny it will be but enjoy. Sunday, I experienced something pretty cool. I went to Radiance in Lancaste...

Getting to know you post - This weekend I realized that as much as I love you all. And think I know your heart and soul. There are many things that I DONT know about you that you should know about people you...

Flurry Friday - WTH? I walk out my door into this wet, white fluffy stuff? I was not expecting that. April Fools joke for sure. Working today, the home to chill until tonight, I hope the weath...

Terrific Tuesday Roll Call - I am up and at work already. I came in for a hour or two before I head to Hershey for another training. I am having lunch with a friend after the training at a nice seafood place s...

She left it all behind. - The things I am leaving behind in 2010 are as follows: 35 extra lbs. Self doubt and self loathing Grief and loss for so many Excuses and Denial Defeat Fear Helplessness ...

The cards dont lie - One of my good friends and I ventured out on Sat to have our cards read by a well know local psychic. She did a full reading for me and one of the things that kept playing out in t...

4 Years and I know less and less - I keep wondering when will be the time when I don’t feel a need to celebrate or be reflective on the anniversary of my surgery?   If I had this whole thing figured out by now...

Lies Lies Lies Yeah. - I have been going through quite a few things in the last couple of months. I am dealing with regain. I am trying to figure out what the underlying reasons are for my food use. I am...

Self Care is a foreign Concept - As I continue on my journey of self discovery many new things come to light. I bash my head against the wall and wonder why....why do I still use food in ways it was not meant to b...

Amazing what 10 years and a Good surgeon can chang - I am huge believer in documenting progress and ones journey. I have been negligent in doing this on this blog and I do apologize. I am honestly, in that area as a post op where I a...

Dear lord - I have not posted since September. i am very sorry. I promise when i return from NYC this week. I will do some updates. I forget how important these blogs are for others and how im...