Another 10...

Oct 29, 2010

And I honestly feel great.  

But it's funny, everyone that knows me says "Oh, you must feel so much better after losing the weight".  And I keep telling them the same answer.  No.  Honestly.  No difference.  Yes it's nice that I don't worry (too much) about crushing something into oblivion, but in the end I'm still the same guy who has the same feelings of "ehh".  

I guess I've never seen myself (until recently) as "whoa...he's huge".  My self image was always much skinnier than what I was.  And that was probably a bad/good thing.  Good that I had the self esteem/cluelessness to get through life.  Bad that I didn't see what reality was.  

So back to me....I do feel good because I can do something I didn't think was possible.  I can easily do ten miles in my community without huffing (too much) or waiting for the bright light at the end of the tunnel to embrace me.  

Yes it's nice I'm lighter.  And it's nice that I can do more.  But I'm the same me.  And for the "Wow, I feel like I could go do this and this and this....".  No, that isn't there.  Sorry.

Oh, and pre-ride:

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