Day 2 liquids

Apr 28, 2009

OK, I had planned to go liquid on Saturday but yeah...i slipped and had dinner. I really dont feel bad about it, i have never eaten at the Melting Pot and i had always wanted. Its sorta pricy and so i dont imagine i will want to go after WLS since you can only eat a tiny bit anyway. I had been shopping all day with my auntie and i had been liquid all day, but refused to pass on this (besides, i kept thinking..."the paperwork says liquids for 10 days). Sunday i did fairly well except i had some nachos, damn my hubby for brining those into the house...they are a favorite of mine. But after eating the nacho...i got so sick, diarrhea, stomach cramps and indigestion.
Yesterday i was so hungry i couldnt stand it, but i did. today seems to be a little bit better. I woke up feeling sick though, just pain everywhere, and nauseated, this is how i feel when i get too hungry...never knew that! Taken my suppliments like a good girl. I had my support group meeting last night (TTNT) and was really glad i did. It was great having everyone be so excited for me, hearing more about foamies etc. have meet some amazing ladies there! I made a new friend and stayed after the meeting for over an hour, she is even giving me her chicken broth flavored protein powder that she cant use anymore (gags her). It was great hearing her whole story! 
My  bestfriend posted an AMAZING picture, even my hubby had to say how good she looked! that is totally motivational.
I totally hate my job, but am begining to feel grateful again, i have amazing insurance that covers so much stuff, so much at 100 percent that others pay a portion of. I am going to try and dedicate myself back to it for a while because after wls i guess i cannot really risk my medical insurance. I will figure the rest out later, maybe when Obama gets national health insurance i can think about leaving, but i really am feeling loved today and valued by my system. they offer low cost health insurance to use and cover like everything. that is showing appreciation to me!
I did get a pretty bad headache last night, i was surprise sort of, but then again fasting (or even sort of fasting) can be a common trigger for them. so i took my medicine and went to bed (it makes me fall asleep anyway). I am hoping to avoid a headache today!!!
Peppermint tea is so my friend, it is warm, tastes good and makes me feel like i am getting a tiny treat (its sweet).
my home made broths are amazing. i had a whole chicken in the crock with carrots, potatoes, celery, cilantro, parsley, onions, garlic and some herbs...i used cheese cloth to separate the broth from the rest and my family ate the whole food while i enjoyed some deeply favored and filling broth. last night i put a pot roast in with the same stuff, should be good!!!
just trying to take it 1 day at a time! i am getting nervous. i wish my friend would call me, she is an ICU nurse and was going to be with me at the hospital but so far, i havent been able to reach her, she is supposed to get back into town tomorrow, but i dont know if she will be able to get May 13th off since that will be only 14 days notice to her work....Here is to praying for it!
I am also blessed my hubby went to church on sunday and i even got blessed (they do it every week ,but i felt like i needed it this week).
WOW...life is sure crazy!

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