wow where did the year go.

Nov 22, 2010

where does the time go? anyway this time last year i was having my last thanksgiving dinner with the gang as a "normal" person. i made the whole dinner at my father in laws house. the turkey, gravy, mashed pot, sweet pot..etc etc etc. i loved making feasts like that and then digging in!! i also remember the feeling of complete and utter fullness to the point of not wanting to move too much after eating like that. uncomfortable and sick is what i felt every time i would over indulge like that and those feasts werent limited to special occasions either..oh no seemed like if there was a reason (which i always found one) to over eat then hell i would go for it..hmmm looking back now i can see how i got to almost 300lbs.
i dont miss over eating like that. i dont miss that uncomfortable and sick feeling.
this year i will be making the same feast at my house for the gang. the turkey, gravy, mashed pot etc etc etc will all be made including apple pie and pumkin pie and im looking forward to not only cooking all of it and having the gang together for the day but im looking forward to sitting at the table and having my usual quantity of food that is suitable for me now and when im full (and the hiccups start) i will be happy to put the fork down and be done with it. then when its time for dessert ill be happy with a bite or two of each and be done.

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